The Solitary depleted my productivity of life

The life cascade has been derived from the way mind flowing and how the surroundings react. That is what I felt lately. I keenly welcome the new things to come and stirred up by any offers, in the other hand the pressure to accomplish several tests thrust my excitement away. Somehow I thought it is awry for being in the unprecedented realm.

Maybe at the end, I just deliberate too much with myself..

When the police stop you...

Just right in the gallop of Jakarta traffic, try to find the shortest way to WTC Building. I took the U-turn in the cross road fountain and the police stopped me abruptly, then I halt my car, ask the reason why he stopped me and when I wanted to explain, the other police (one man with military uniform) revealed me by saying that my father is his colleague, which the truth is not. What the hell things happen everyday and sometime what the heaven things happen. Nonetheless I’m not sure which one is happened today.

Who am I? Butterfly or Caterpillar?

Once upon a time, there is a "caterpillar's mom alias butterfly" gave a birth of thousand baby caterpillar eggs in one of medium sunkist tree. Unfortunately mom flew away after gave birth because she was overwhelmed with the wings that she has.

After a while, the thousand of baby caterpillar eggs broke and they were spreading as caterpillar. From thousand of baby caterpillars, there is one caterpillar, her name is Molly 1000. She has 999 brothers and sisters. They grew together in a medium sunkist tree.

Since she was born, Molly 1 until Molly 999 always say that she is very tiny and small, and because all 999 siblings said so, she thinks that way. She always walk down very slow and eat dead leaves. She feel underachieve rather than all 999 siblings who always find better leave to eat.

One day she decided to leave the sunkist tree and live in other tree to avoid all her siblings because she feel ashame and can not compete with all her siblings. She was staying there for months alone, did her metamorphosis process there and still there for months there.

One day, when she was eating a leaf from the tree where she was staying, she met a lady bug with black spot in her red wings who always visit the tree in the morning. The lady bug feel confuse with Molly 1000 and they she asked, "I just confuse, do you stay here everyday?" Molly 1000 said, "Yes I'm staying here almost 5 months, I can't stand live with all my brothers and sisters, they said that I'm slow catterpillar and I feel so heavy with my own body and I realize that I'm really slow so I'm staying here far a way from them"

The lady bug, feel so shock and asked again, "Hmm... Molly 1000, do you know that since I met you three months ago in this tree you are not caterpillar? , As far as I remember I met you as butterfly, maybe you think you are caterpillar, that's why you should carried your wings as burden" You are beautiful Molly 1000 and you are here to make a world even more wonderful why you must think that way? USE YOUR WINGS and BE THE BEAUTY of the WORLD, don't stay here and think all things bad.

Catastrophe in the Middle East: Movement of minority voices

Nuclear weapon and development has become a fancy excuse for attacking other country. The climate in the political room has increased since US has supported Israel to be an independent country which is acknowledged by the world. Lately it raises the voice to start the movement to attack Iran? Will it happen?
Not eligible power has become stronger and stronger, then it starts claim and judge the official country for the nuclear development as a reason. What is the real thing going on? Or it is just a real hoax?

FPI-sovereignity of religion: sound of guerilla-fighters

say something right could be ended in the elite coffin or ended with a massive political demonstration and riot. Such a mess world when the just and firm are no longer a standard of living. We use the religion for finding a just and peace among human and we have lost on the way, can we find the way back?

The political organization, Front Pembela Islam (FPI) which has been mobilized based on religion attacked another organization which struggle for the humanity and the freedom of believe. Thus a citizen who felt hatred with this incident broke down their sign board, as revenge they sweep the masses with violence attack. Such an ironic phenomenon.

This is the nowhere ends. Let's find the way back to peace.

Marriage: an intention or a mechanism of living?

Majority of people in this world will have at least once a weeding ceremony in their life. A marriage is an important step of life that humans choose to continue their existence. Therefore it has become the human agenda and become a pattern of living for society in any circumstances. In fact it is a probability of million scenarios which a person can select and ideally it is driven 100% by the intention.

A person who is driven by 100% the intention to build a family will give all his effort to keep his family lives and gets along together and he will allocate time as much as he can for his family. Although several people get distracted in life, they shift their focus to something else, and finally they abandon their family, but a marriage without intention will have more probability to get divorce than a marriage with intention from both sides.

In most of community which implement traditional values will force young people in their society to follow the norm and rules which have internalized. They are strongly suggested to get married in certain age and if they don’t have a person to whom they will be married, this community will held the social activities to enforce the relationship and ensure their child are being matched with the person who meet their standard and criteria. This kind of environment has created a mechanism of living and eliminated the fact that marriage is an option in life.

Every choice has its consequences and every people have his right to choose. The role as grandparent, parent, child, sibling, relative, or friend has its own responsibility, but it must not force and eliminate the options that a mature person has such as, marriage, job, career, hobby, opinion, and religion, because human has been created to make his own decision and to have his own life which is driven by his vision that can keep their life alive.