fruitful life

life is a gift and I believe in it.

Look I see a seed..
A seed is growing..


Growing to be a tree..
fighting the storm, flood, and dray..

I see the branches are broken...
and loose its leaves...
The tree is surviving...


Until one day I see the fruit..
Its fruit is growing...


I pick it...
and I see everybody pick it..

I see a meaningful life.

It's a fruitful life.

HERO

...It's a long road When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand For you to hold
You can find love If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt Will disappear

And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth, that a hero lies in you...

HERO - Mariah Carey

Just few days gather again with all family in Asia Pacific, Kuala Lumpur this time has different feeling for me to keep me want to stay there and so many great story with great person that I know...
Thank for Sharon to share your ideas doing reterm
Thank for Rina to keep in touch and gimme motivation
Thank for JN to keep smile and lift me up
Thank for Shirley to listen about what we say...
Thank for Ap to keep support each other
Thank for James to share and laugh together
Thank for Tya to share me the flower and show me KL
Thank for Ivelyn to explain me about how come China can have 3 months member become LCP
Thank for Ivy to keep in sarcastic and funn hahahah
Thank for Sandy to show me how AIESEC Malaysia works
Thank for Sam for great partnership that truly amazing motivation for us to keep moving..
Thank for Janna to open opportunity for being my mentor
Thank for Rie for sharing how challenging being expansion cordinator
Thank for your hand Tim when I felt down after just 1 shot of Champange
Thank for Akira for always smile
Thank for Ariff, you are such great OCP
Thank for Nick for your party and a nice house to stay over night
Thank for Indonesia delegates who always searching for partnership and promote Indonesia so hard
Thank for everybody.

you all are my true HEROES.

working in the other environment

Just feel how work in AIESEC Malaysia office. Hmmm... so great have different environment to work and very challenging to adapt in the new environment...

Can't wait to meet other delegation from Indonesia soon.

During my "free" time that I arrange for it (since if we don't arrange we won't have it, u know...).
I went to cinema and sit alone for this movie and learn a lot from it.

Enchanting, amusing, and little bit childish if I can say, "Ratatouille", It's about a little mouse tell big story about its life.
Remy is the mouse which has talent to smell and feel about what he eats, he really wanna change the perspective of other mouse which always steal, take, and eat everything. He thinks that he wanna create something, innovate something, then he starts to dream to be a chef in Paris, France.
I believe what he believe, when everybody starts dreaming, other people stop us to continue our action make the dream come true. During Remy journey, it also happened then I believe his word that when we wanna make a change that something impossible because of the nature has already been decided for us, it's not what we should follow because the change is nature and what we should do is making it happen!
If a story of little mouse teach me something from its experience, I believe everybody as human can tell more about the experience that they got to change this world.

The impact that I want

Today I just come to Malaysia and accidentally I came earlier to this country because I bought the ticket too soon than it should be. on the way from LCC-T to KL central, I just think about what I want in this life and what can I do after this AIESEC life (because I think It will get harder and harder to just leave it like that) hhhmmm... I tell many people to have big impact in this life but the following question is HOW?

In AIESEC, maybe we can give that impact because of the structure and the network allowing us to reach that, but in the reality everything should be started from zero. I really want something happen in my life, like it's happened in AIESEC.
I see my country situation is getting worse, especially the political situation that gave tremendous impact to economy, politics, and community. I feel so hurt when I saw what happen in my country I wanna do something for it. In reality the very intelligent young people and smart people are leaving the country because the country is not supporting them with proper living. It's so sad.
I just wonder if I started to call Indonesian people who had been developed and working abroad, to come back and give something to build the country from the very good way maybe in political maybe it's not but we will find the best way to lead this country to excellent because it deserve it.
I believe somehow there will be a way for this... to build again the country that has been left behind...

This is the time to start calling myself and calling the others that..


INDONESIA is beckoning the best people to come back...

rythm of life

Life....

...sometime gets hurry and full of fire...

in some moment...

it just chill and flows with the wind.

In other moment...

It's getting hard and feel like a burden to be passed.


In every moment that we passed...

again it depend on us how we face and deal with every second, every minutes.

It's on us.