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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

fruitful life

life is a gift and I believe in it.

Look I see a seed..
A seed is growing..


Growing to be a tree..
fighting the storm, flood, and dray..

I see the branches are broken...
and loose its leaves...
The tree is surviving...


Until one day I see the fruit..
Its fruit is growing...


I pick it...
and I see everybody pick it..

I see a meaningful life.

It's a fruitful life.

Monday, October 22, 2007

HERO

...It's a long road When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand For you to hold
You can find love If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt Will disappear

And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone, look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth, that a hero lies in you...

HERO - Mariah Carey

Just few days gather again with all family in Asia Pacific, Kuala Lumpur this time has different feeling for me to keep me want to stay there and so many great story with great person that I know...
Thank for Sharon to share your ideas doing reterm
Thank for Rina to keep in touch and gimme motivation
Thank for JN to keep smile and lift me up
Thank for Shirley to listen about what we say...
Thank for Ap to keep support each other
Thank for James to share and laugh together
Thank for Tya to share me the flower and show me KL
Thank for Ivelyn to explain me about how come China can have 3 months member become LCP
Thank for Ivy to keep in sarcastic and funn hahahah
Thank for Sandy to show me how AIESEC Malaysia works
Thank for Sam for great partnership that truly amazing motivation for us to keep moving..
Thank for Janna to open opportunity for being my mentor
Thank for Rie for sharing how challenging being expansion cordinator
Thank for your hand Tim when I felt down after just 1 shot of Champange
Thank for Akira for always smile
Thank for Ariff, you are such great OCP
Thank for Nick for your party and a nice house to stay over night
Thank for Indonesia delegates who always searching for partnership and promote Indonesia so hard
Thank for everybody.

you all are my true HEROES.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

working in the other environment

Just feel how work in AIESEC Malaysia office. Hmmm... so great have different environment to work and very challenging to adapt in the new environment...

Can't wait to meet other delegation from Indonesia soon.

Monday, October 15, 2007

During my "free" time that I arrange for it (since if we don't arrange we won't have it, u know...).
I went to cinema and sit alone for this movie and learn a lot from it.

Enchanting, amusing, and little bit childish if I can say, "Ratatouille", It's about a little mouse tell big story about its life.
Remy is the mouse which has talent to smell and feel about what he eats, he really wanna change the perspective of other mouse which always steal, take, and eat everything. He thinks that he wanna create something, innovate something, then he starts to dream to be a chef in Paris, France.
I believe what he believe, when everybody starts dreaming, other people stop us to continue our action make the dream come true. During Remy journey, it also happened then I believe his word that when we wanna make a change that something impossible because of the nature has already been decided for us, it's not what we should follow because the change is nature and what we should do is making it happen!
If a story of little mouse teach me something from its experience, I believe everybody as human can tell more about the experience that they got to change this world.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

The impact that I want

Today I just come to Malaysia and accidentally I came earlier to this country because I bought the ticket too soon than it should be. on the way from LCC-T to KL central, I just think about what I want in this life and what can I do after this AIESEC life (because I think It will get harder and harder to just leave it like that) hhhmmm... I tell many people to have big impact in this life but the following question is HOW?

In AIESEC, maybe we can give that impact because of the structure and the network allowing us to reach that, but in the reality everything should be started from zero. I really want something happen in my life, like it's happened in AIESEC.
I see my country situation is getting worse, especially the political situation that gave tremendous impact to economy, politics, and community. I feel so hurt when I saw what happen in my country I wanna do something for it. In reality the very intelligent young people and smart people are leaving the country because the country is not supporting them with proper living. It's so sad.
I just wonder if I started to call Indonesian people who had been developed and working abroad, to come back and give something to build the country from the very good way maybe in political maybe it's not but we will find the best way to lead this country to excellent because it deserve it.
I believe somehow there will be a way for this... to build again the country that has been left behind...

This is the time to start calling myself and calling the others that..


INDONESIA is beckoning the best people to come back...

rythm of life

Life....

...sometime gets hurry and full of fire...

in some moment...

it just chill and flows with the wind.

In other moment...

It's getting hard and feel like a burden to be passed.


In every moment that we passed...

again it depend on us how we face and deal with every second, every minutes.

It's on us.

Friday, July 06, 2007

Argumentative Essay: The Best Learning Method

"There is an inch different between success and failure, what we need to jump from failure to success is just have a grain of will" This is the statement that I really believe in.

I was a teaching assistant a year ago and in the same time I also was AIESEC Local Committee President in one of government university in Indonesia for one year. One year-experience has taught utter perspectives of the learning process, when the different methods of learnings had hit me in the same time.

When I was selected as teaching assistant I had big pride, because that what I wanted when I just entered university. It's a dream of dream from every students in the university.

I was trying the best for creating something new in the team because I was the coordinator for 4 other teaching assistants. I was overwhelmed with the title that I was a teaching assistant and I just follow what my lectures & the senior assistants said because they are the persons who had chosen me. I follow their methods because I was too busy with the new position, fill the bulletin board with teaching assistant profile, too busy with technical things. Thus the preparation was over and finally I had my first class with the most important thing was overlooked and I still didn't know what was it.

At the same time as President in AIESEC I really glad had a nice team but we face many challenges and obstacles, pretty different with the teaching assistant condition where we were supported with proper infrastructure and guidance. Apparently University support the lab with more infrastructure rather than AIESEC as student organization under university. In AIESEC as executive board team, we did many derelictions in trial error process and we evaluated them in weekly meetings. In the reality, I hadn't had ponderous feeling about them and we took them as personal & team learning process. Together along with the time I realize that everybody in the team try to share our experiences to all members and took it to the fore.

The different methods were in me and I didn't notice in the first 6 months why I got stressed when I had a class to teach or had teaching assistant meeting, even though I was being paid by university. I tried to reflect what I were doing and still didn't find the answer. It was really an intricate feeling.

By the time I realized that the method I followed in form of curriculum from lecturers and senior teaching assistant, had replaced all my ideas and creativity to learn from teaching process. It has changed the perspective of learning from willingness to be an obligation. Suddenly I got shocked because unconsciously I transferred all that negative perspective to university students that I responsible with, but it's an irrevocable moment. It's totally mundane but unforgivable because I handled more than 400 students under my coordination. I can't believe I did that huge dereliction.

I really thankful that I'm an AIESEC member that's why I write this essay as my dedication and try to reach that inch for being successful person by being responsible with the learning experience that I had.

This is the beginning for better education when every obligation become a will and not the vice versa.

Enjoy,


Aidy

Sunday, July 01, 2007

HI AIESEC!

Nice to know when I woke up this morning that today is 1st July 2007, when everything should be started. The morning has already became night and started to prepare for 2nd July 2007. Time was came and by so fast without we realize it and 365 days from now, we will in the finish line and we will see back many things left behind as legacies. It will be the beginning and it will be the end, it really depend on us see it. I believe beginning nor ending won't pass without meaning, it remains in our heart positively and negatively, once again it really depend on us see it.

From the day I moved to MC flat, I stick one quote in toilet door and you will see it every time you are in the toilet (just come here to MC flat if you are not believe it), the door said "Positive thinkers get positive results because they are not afraid of problems".
We will face many challenges in front of us, one thing that we should realize we must enjoy it, mean it then it will become something very valuable in life. Once again thank you for all 0607 to leave all legacy and congratulation 0708 to just start the new term!

Enjoy,


Aidy

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

HOUSE of PEACE

On my journey I found something interesting. Let me tell you a secret from a short story of mine.

Shhh… Don’t tell everybody until they read this secret message by themselves.

(Whispering) One at a spring time… I was acquainted with a little girl, Flick. Ohh.. She is truly beautiful 7 years old girl with pink blush on her check. She is just an ordinary girl in small town and she lives with her mom and dad at a small wood house with little garden and some poultry and pigs. Oww ya she proudly told me that she had a small house for her three dolls, Curtin, the teddy bear with big necktie, Amy, first Barbie doll from beloved uncle at her birthday, and Rob, really cute hippo with big nose.

Ohh… Many years already passed since the last time I saw her. She had ever asked once to me with her big blue eyes full of passion, I guess she asked without expect any answer or a guess-answer. She told me she was really curious why her dad made a house as a present for last Christmas and put all her dolls at that small house. “Is it so necessary dolls have a house inside the house? Is it not warm enough?” I just had little smile on my face for her and asked myself about it also… I just smile because I had clear idea that she is too smart rather than stupid, so I decided to just keep silence and give my best smile to keep my emptiness for answering that kind of question.

From last two weeks after she asked to me, she always put attention to everybody in her neighborhood. Everyday since she was 4 years she was waiting and sitting on the bench near her father office in the district area 15 minutes before working hour was over to meet his father and walk home together. Her father is a post officer and work in post office near down town 5 days a week. Everyday, while she was waiting, she felt strange, when people just finish with their activities, people tend to go in a rush and said, (shouting) “Goodbye” or “See you tomorrow” with big smile, some of them directly go to their house, some of them spent their time on the bar in the corner of the street until late nice with loud life music, freely dancing, and laughing, feel free like home.

She asked to her dad about people who spent their time at that bar, “Dad, how come they can stay in that bar with loud music and people laughing, giggling, can they study for homework tomorrow? I can’t do my homework if it is too loud like that bar.”Flick, you are my great daughter, maybe for some people in that bar are being refreshed, and most of them like spend their time in that bar more than in their house, because people can’t get such of happiness in their house.

Suddenly she think about the happiness, yaaa… right her friends said there are many great things in their house that make them happy, but some of them said school is the best place for them to get happiness. She is trying to reach the conclusion; her chin was wrinkled, I guess she has not reached that conclusion yet.

She had a big question in her mind at the time, if people can get the happiness and feel of freedom and peace why they should have had a house for them? If the meaning a house is so diverse, she really want to find it for her friends, Curtin, Amy, and Rob, also for herself.

After two weeks still confuse with that question, she told her mom that she decided to left her house in the early Sunday morning with her lovely bicycle and big basket in front she carried a bottle of milk and some biscuits to explore the small city where they lives. Oww.. That day was quite chill. The road was empty. Her house is quite far from another house and city and still surrounded by field full of wild small flowers.

She start cycling and after 15 minutes she stopped because she saw a grey rabbit near a small dry drain, she was watching that rabbit ate leaves, she feel so happy and then she was trying to get closer to the rabbit but the rabbit ran away. She was chasing the rabbit but she can’t make it because the rabbit entered a small hole she can’t catch it, she guess it was a home for rabbit and she is happy to know a rabbit house.

She is cycling again and find a cross road, she turned to right because she can see a big yellow bus park near a huge tree. She stopped there and she got closer to the bus, in the door she saw a word ‘WELCOME’ then she knocked the bus’ door. “Bang, Bang, Bang”. Flick can see a big shadow from outside of the bus and suddenly….

To be continued…