The Last Class

Nine month ago, when I applied for teaching asisstant, I wondered how to teach other people with knowledge that I got in 6 semesters at university. Then I challenge myself to get involve in this unique life race...
3..2..1.. GO!

The first challenge! Selection test with high level of difficulties and other university FINAL TEST in the same time. (I passed it, YEAH!)
again.. I had been interviewed by lecturers and this is my first presentation in front of three lecturers... really no have idea what I presented in front of them, What's that all about.. Forgot it already! (The important thing is I passed, yeehaa..)

Somehow the jury let me joined the real race, I enter the gear, pushed the pedal... and began the race..
130 km/hours I saw my speedometer..

Then 2nd, 3rd, or what ever the number, the other challenges came on my way, and stroke on the lap... I became the cordinator for the team, the lecturers decided me to be without let me knows. Felt so happy but really didn't know what I should say happy or what (I mean right know!)

Then hundredth challenges until the last lap.. it's never ending challenge. I had never wondered before it has become a great experience. Tough. It's really need commitment, a lot of sacrifices, and patient.. faced a lot of difficulties with not good campus administration, conflict on the team, taught night class, bored to gave mark for students answer sheet and thousand of work as teaching asisstant cordinator.. anyway I earned money by myself.. (I like this one! hehe.. yup the salary a month enough to survive for 4 days as human, it's great! I'm a survivor, Yeah!)

From all I passed, I will miss all moments... Yeah, I will... The moment when everybody did the case, and still busy to keep their calculator on hand, papers, and pencase (I think it's uncomfortable because the table is too small for all kindda stuff). The moment when I was waiting all student jot down the answer in their answer sheet without certain point in their head. The moment when I heard my lecturer thaught in the next class. The moment when I really confused with material that I should teach to my student (I was not well prepared and panic.. hahah..). The moment when I was sick and I should attend the class. The moment when I rearranged my locker and my team mate' locker because it's too mess. The moment when I was telling the wrong answer to my students. hauhauha... they became confuse. I will really miss all of themm...

hmm... I think I miss them now, when I'm writing this blog.

Time passed by.... minutes by minutes, It has already nine months...

Time lead me to the end.

Yesterday is the last class.. I can't believe I should end this. I ended other life race challenge..

With love,

I dedicated this to all my students..
I love you, all!

PS: Sorry for wrong answer and for bad mark!

Random Inspiration ingredients

..solitude.. latitude.. smooth expression of mood.. blue ocean waves.. gentle wind touch our chick.. blow our hair.. soft sand burry our toes.. small mint candy melt on mouth.. coconut tree sensation.. cold water hit our throat..
sound of water on the river.. warm sunshine.. chirp of birds.. merry fish.. sun ray reflection on the water surface.. piece sweet bread.. hot chocolate with cinamon granule..
under moon light.. heat charcoal.. sprinkling fire.. silent dance.. jingle of iron.. thousand stars.. soulmates.. gentle kiss on smooth lips..
..sun ray breakthrough sea surface.. deep blue sea.. thousand fish.. coral beauty.. slow moves.. water dance..
flower garden.. pine leaf fragant in the dawn.. stain of dew..warm blanket... friend's chatter.. slightly air on our lungs.. someone we love..


Place of thousand inspiration, feel the EARTH..

any other sensation??

KAOSHIUNG: My friends' Lovely Home Town

When I search picture in google about KAOSHIUNG. Just want to know what it's look like.. Waoo. It's beautiful! I never imagine before. Just remember when Jenny and Allen arguing about KAOSHIUNG. It's a funny discussion when they act and show me why people from Taipei and Kaoshiung completely different and different opinion about KAOSHIUNG from local people and people from Taipei live in KAOSHIUNG! From all argument I just see this city as romantic city with slow rythm of life, good scenary and mix between traditional & modern way of thinking and attitude. IT'S GREAT FOR LIVING!
Since a month ago I stayed tune in my desktop for my work that can be done without computer, I just chat almost every night with friends from Taiwan (sorry to Allen & BIG FEET to bother you hehe...) because there's nobody online after 12 at midnight and I tried to relieve a moment in the middle of my "VIRTUAL" work, share feelin' and daily life. Yeah honestly I want to go there but still not sure. I really want to know what happened in other country living. It's interesting and amusing!
I talked to Emily last night, she really had good friendship with one of her friend and she is in Taipei right now just for say good bye to her friend in the airport. SO SWEET! haha.. I just tell her I really hope have like one like that in my life and I can't find one until now. (NOT SO DEEP LIKE THAT I MEAN!) And I told her, as the only child, I feel so lonely sometime and I also always stay together with my parent with my own future goals. I have committed to it until this minutes and many of things that I sacrificed to achieve my dream.
Thank's to Emily she said want to be my MSN sister hahaha... so funny! Another VIRTUAL thing that we can create. I really appriciate it.
Anyway I really want to experience to WALK BESIDE THIS RIVER WITH MY FRIEND and keep in silence, just like one of Taiwan Friend said in her blog. It's interesting...

HOPE I CAN EXPLORE THE CITY AND KNOW What's COUNTRY SIDE live from Allen version.

FUTURE GOAL! Change agent!

I just wondering what I can do with uncomfortable situation that I feel with my country. I'm change agent.What should I do? I must do something.
Last night I was wondering before I slept about 15 minutes, remind again what is my future goals, my dream that I shared with my VPs. So great moment at that time we shared our dream. Vita really confuse what she want to be and she just said want to build carreer in entertainment industry or Bank Indonesia. Imed really want to be UNILEVER CEO, Rista really want to work in Bank Indonesia (or being house wife with Mr. B? Still don't know), also Wiena really want to be Bank Indonesia Deputi, David really want to be world leader and stay in Russia, Siska she said still confuse than she also want to work in Bank Indonesia, Willi also. Then I said I really want to be minister of trade and industry... I just smile on my bed and yeah it's possible. What I must to do just persistent with my goal. It's tough to said that now. What I'm facing right now, put a lot of pressure and make me "A LITTLE" bit stress. I should re-energize myself with high level of spirit and I less interact with people physically. I'm trying to find the way to be internally motivated again and again. Now my work has been finished 70% and still 30% must be completed less than a week. With sitting in front of my desktop everyday, every hours, Can you imagine what kind of feeling that you will have. (Burning head, tired eyes, stiff body, even I feel my cheek stiff also, leg muscle decreasing, unbalance when stand up). Yeah, I believe this challenging situation, what I sacrifice in my life won't be fruitless.

I recall my dream and I believe in my heart it will happened to me, with my commitment and consistency. MY DREAM COME TRUE clearer, clearer.. when I recall back every time in my life.

YA. I'm going to that way and I will give my POSITIVE contribution for my country!
AIESEC International said Everyday start today! I prefer ANYTIME start NOW!

I BELIEVE! I BELIEVE!

IRONIC REPUBLIC: Indonesia TODAY!

In the begining of this ironic story, I want to explain, I don't have any purpose to discredit my country. I love my country, even I'm an Indonesia-Chinese. I really concern with this condition and see this phenomena from little part of thousand perspectives.

Indonesia as country of IRONIC. In this country strange things happened everyday and invite thousand of questions in my head, (maybe in people head too, or maybe not because they become usual with strange things in this COUNTRY).
These are some fact that I think totally strange:
1. In this country, with full of natural resources, 23,63 million people are dying because of hunger
2. Top 40 richest people in Indonesia have U$22,770,000,000 and there are people with spending less than U$4/month
3. More than 60 million people use mobile phone from total citizen 250 million people and thousand of villages haven't gotten electricity yet
4. There are just 2% internet users from total citizen and 80% from total users, use internet for porn and online games
5. Hundreds of real estate has been build everyday and thousand of slum area has been devastated
6. Physic Wod Olimpiad winner is from Indonesia and many schools in sub urban area collapsed because not enough fund to renovate
7. Many times flood sweeped down some of location in Indonesia and in the same time the farmers complaint because their harvest failed because of dryness
8. Hundreds of Starbucks outlet in Indonesia and many children spend their money for meal/week with the same price as glass of cappuchino in Starbucks
9. With 16.677 islands in Indonesia. Indonesia still import salt from other country
10 Million hectares forest in Indonesia, Indonesia still need import wood from Myanmar, US, Costa rica
11. Indonesia as one of religious country in the world, and still hundreds people died everyday because of sadistic act
12. Million of windows shopper use their spare time search for new products for fun, and million of people seek recycle product to be sold as their primary job

What do you think? Ironic isn't it?

STRUGGLE!!!!

For many days (around 10 days) I struggle with works that should be conquer in front of computer (there are no other way for these work) RESEARCH, BOOKLET, PLAN TOOLKIT, Transition preparation, I felt my soul has been trapped in this 12 inches monitor and 3x4 meter square (my bedroom and also "office" for me). Even I just met and talked with 4 people yesterday. Less communication, less interaction. BEING TECHNOLOGY AND ACADEMIC VICTIM. How could this happened to me?? (That's my first FLASH in my HEAD).
The last two days, Ali & david support me by posting their comment. Thank's a lot. Last night I chat with Allen about my life, her life. She said my lifestyle is so bored. Yeah.. I admitted, in the moment I felt so tired and just wanna pass that day with go to sleep, but I decide to find other poeple to talk and just sit next to other people for the rest of my day. I think think and think about "CHALLENGE" that I face these days really tough; the level of bored has been increased and accumulated..
Today I saw my self back to my laptop, face this screen again, start to check and review my research, yeah a lot of PRESSURE. I just remember one thing that always I keep in my heart "PRESSURE WILL GIVE PEOPLE HIGH LEVEL OF DEVELOPMENT". I just believe I will STILL STAND in any kind of situation. I WILL CONQUER IT!!
I believe, I promise to myself this year I will start to explore the world and begin my journey, then I should have full of passion to end current works.

I WILL BEGIN, DO and END this with full of PASSION!


One Step Ahead to Striving for Excellence!

WAIT for NothinG!

I just woke up at 7.30 and oawhh.. so heavy to open my eyes, got down from bed, grabbed towel and took shower.. brrrhh... Finally I just ate a slice of bread with butter then went to campus for my appointment at 8.30. I just wait for my lecture because he said to meet him today at 8.30. So hard to move and open my eyes then I just sat on the couch in the corner, WAIT.... WAIT... 2 minutes, 10 minutes, 20 minutes then I lied on the couch.. I felt sleep with my THICK TEXT BOOK as my "LOVELY" pillow. (lovely to change "HARD") This pillow made my ear feelin' "under preassure" between the pillow and my head. Then my friend came and asked the same lecturer.. He didn't came yet, It's already 9.40 SO SHIT! I almost wait and sleep for one hour. GOD DAMMIT! What ever.. TODAY really NOT COMFORTABLE. I came home at 12.30 and there are few people fix the floor at the 3rd floor... SO NOISSSYYYY... I CAN'T GET REST!!!! I need rest! I need rest!

I said to my brain, "STOP!"

It has already four am in the morning when I post this blog. Hmm… I’m lying on my lovely bed and there’s typhoon in my head. I just can’t stop thinking about everything. Maybe it because I work all day long without stop thinking then when I want to stop it, my brain said “NO”. I’m listening to some mandarin songs and Indonesian songs. I still can't sleep. I have meeting with my lecturer tomorrow at 8.30 am. I think I won’t sleep now until 7.30…. So heavy living… doin’ rountine task without proper rest! It’s totally different with conference or occasion that usually took my energy a lot… its different situation when people energy gathered and we kept the spirit… I should finish this kindda monotone life soon. What a sick living!

Good bye CUM LAUDE!

Since I struggle hard to get first honor in my university I have great passion to finish it because I know I will get other achievement. Today I know that I can't get it because my council is in the new semester that make me registered more than 4,5 years in campus and I can't get this. Anyway I really sad but I will keep struggle hard to finish it. I also will put more energy for the election in 31st January 2007. I don't know what will happened next. What I know now is doing the best in every part of mylife.
GOD HELP MY WAY!

HEART ATTACK!

I have two times heart attack TODAY!

FIRST HEART ATTACK
Since I dare Allen and myself to study and work more until dawn, I woke up with really slow and shallow heart beat. Arggh... so tortured. I decided to drink a glass of coffee, very good taste of carrebian nut coffee. I didn't late for my class even I entered wrong class, because they hadn't finished the morning class, I just entered and went out after I know I was wrong. In the class my heart beated so terribly without support from other organ so It felt hurt. Oww.. dammit! That's the first attack!
SECOND HEART ATTACK
I just came home at 9.30 pm after finished teach in my campus then I just heard the radio on my car. It was about match lovers topics, I just realized I have nobody right now. I'm SINGLE TERRIBLY BUSY WOMAN! Oh my GOD. Then my heart has been attacked again this time.. fufufu... hiks.. SO SAD!

FOUND My PARKING TICKET

after I lost it and paid for it about $1.2 because I lost it, then I just found it in the hidden part of my BAG! Dammit, I should learning to find until I get detailed. Hmm.. SO SAD! But by the way.. today I also invite ASISSTANT team members to come for final recapitulation but just 2 people came! fufuf... then I should arrange again the meeting tommorow and I like before work alone. Hmm... It's kindda different work with AIESECers and non AIESECers. Terrible! Today is just 20 days to my final research deadline I just wrote one paragraph haha.. I think I should write at least 8 page to make it finish in 20 days. For MCP booklet there are still 22 questions to go and they are quite challenging, also want to make really good national and local plan structure to make it better.. Come on Aidy YOU CAN!

POLIGAMI OR POLIANDRI: It's Up to You!


sudah lamanya tidak ngeposting dalam bahasa... hmmm.. ini jokes yang cukup menghibur dari milist kampus...

Never THINK ABOUT IT after you read it!

"Menurut daku, yang diperlukan oleh seorang anak bukanlah siapakah lelaki yang menyumbangkan seciprat sperma untuk membuat dirinya, tapi siapakah yang berperan sebagai sosok seorang ayah sesungguhnya dalam pertumbuhannya. Justru dengan sistem 4 ayah 1 ibu, anak-anak diuntungkan karena lebih banyak yang melindungi mereka jika ada apa-apa. Bahkan mungkin ada baiknya jika ke-empat ayah tersebut mengatur shift kerja mereka sehingga setidaknya ada 1 ayah yang selalu berjaga di rumah setiap saat. Menjaga keluarga dari marabahaya. (Misal: Kalau ada perampok yang masuk rumah, setidaknya ada seorang lelaki dewasa yang akan melindungi ibu dan anak-anaknya)

Selain itu, 4 ayah berarti adanya 4 tulang punggung keluarga. (EMPAT saudara-saudara! ! E-M-P-A-T!! bukan 1 atau 2 atau 3, tapi EMPAT sumber pemasukan keluarga!!) Jadi secara keseluruhan, kesejahteraan keluarga menjadi lebih baik.

Biaya perawatan anakpun lebih terjamin. Jika yang 1 terkena PHK, masih ada 3 lainnya yang bekerja. Tentunya yang terkena PHK itu juga akan merasa gengsi dan malu terhadap 3 suami lainnya, sehingga ia akan berusaha mendapatkan kerja secepatnya.

Poliandri juga baik untuk mengurangi jumlah penduduk. Sebab, walaupun ada 4 pejantan
yang siap membuahi, tapi pabrik anaknya cuma 1!! Jadinya ya dalam jangka panjang akan
mengurangi jumlah penduduk dan anak-anak yang dibuat pun diharapkan lebih "berkualitas" .
(Ya itulah, karena biaya perawatan anak datang dari 4 sumber pemasukan)
Intinya: turunkan kuantitas, naikkan kualitas!!

Kalau poligami bisa mengakibatkan persaingan di antara para istri dan anak-anaknya, poliandri mungkin bisa memberikan efek perdamaian. Sebab pada saat seorang anak tidak jelas siapa ayahnya (Pokoknya di antara 4 itu! Eh, diluar 4 itu juga bisa ding), maka para ayah akan tetap memberikan perhatian kepada si anak. Masing-masing ayah akan menganggap anak tersebut adalah anaknya. (Kalau di poligamikan, bisa ada resiko setiap anak membangga-banggakan ibunya doang dan menjelekkan ibu dari anak yang lain)

Para ayah tersebut punya teman untuk ngobrol malam-malam, teman untuk main catur, main panco (Kalau mau juga bisa buat turnamen kecil-kecilan) ataupun main kartu (Pas 4 orang! Cocok buat maen capsa, maen mahjong juga bisa). Nonton bola di rumah pun menjadi lebih semarak!

Dengan sistem 4 suami pula para pria bisa belajar menekan rasa egoisnya dengan saling berbagi,
bertoleransi dan bersabar. Ingat, Tuhan suka orang sabar.

Rewelnya istri pun menjadi lebih berkurang. Bayangkan jika seorang suami punya 4 istri. Maka dalam 24 jam, akan ada 4 orang istri yang berpotensi untuk mengomel dan mengeluh di kuping suami. Tapi JIKA 4 suami 1 istri, maka rata-rata kemungkinan masing-masing suami di-rese- in istri adalah maksimal 6 jam sehari. (Dengan asumsi ngawur bahwa sang istri mengomel selama 24 jam non-stop)

Sudah menjadi pengetahuan umum pula jika umur harapan hidup pria lebih pendek. Jadi, setidaknya jika seorang suami mati, sang istri tidak akan langsung menjadi janda, masih ada 3 orang suami yang menemani. Sementara jika sang istri yang mati, maka para suami bisa memilih untuk segera kawin lagi atau menjomblo. (Point bebek di sini: Kalau seorang wanita menjadi janda, maka ia lebih sulit untuk mencari suami daripada seorang duda mencari istri)

Sekarang mari kita tinjau dari sudut seksualitas. Sudah menjadi keluhan umum di rubrik konsultasi kalau banyak wanita gagal mencapai orgasme karena suami cepat selesai atau tidur begitu saja setelah mencapai puncak. Padahal pada umumnya, wanita itu lebih lambat panas daripada pria.

Nah. dengan adanya 4 suami, maka suami-suami tersebut bisa ber- estafet ria. Jika istri lambat panas dan blum panas-panas juga, maka jangan kuatir, masih ada rekan anda yang akan meneruskan perjuangan membawa istri menuju ke puncak kenikmatan. (Menuju puncak, gemilang cahaya, mengukir cinta, SEJUTA RASA.. Kyaaaaaaa.!!)

Poliandri secara sekilas juga sesuai dengan kodrat seks manusia. Laki-laki pada umumnya hanya dapat orgasme 1 kali lalu keabisan tenaga, sementara wanita bisa orgasme berkali-kali, bahkan organ seksualnyapun tidak usah membutuhkan persiapan terlalu banyak seperti halnya laki-laki. (Kan harus nungguin Joy-sticknya berdiri dulu.)

Jika wanita berhalangan pun (Entah apapun alasannya) laki-laki bisa dengan mudah swalayan karena organ seksnya terbuka dan menggantung di luar tubuh. (Tidak seperti perempuan yang organnya lebih tersembunyi, jadi lebih ribet kalau mau swalayan)

Akhir kata, saya menyimpulkan (lagi-lagi) secara SEPIHAK bahwa poliandri "lebih baik" daripada poligami." Nah loh ...........

Ada pepatah mengatakan ;

"Laki2 seperti botol coca cola : biar isi berceceran dimana2 yang penting botol dipulangin".

"Perempuan seperti kulkas : biarpun gak kemana2, tapi dpt menyimpan beberapa botol sekaligus di dalam nya".

Em@il from "LONG TIME NO SEE" Friend!

This is an email from Adrian Vargas my great friend and bother from Mexico to all AIESECers in Indonesia. He was MC VP Finance for AIESEC Indonesia 2005/06. He attached great message that made me reflect again what happened with this life lately!

Replied email from Aidy:
owww... adrian so sweet. I just remember the first time we met in strategic planning meeting. You were serious with Grace chat about something that I don't understand and I really confuse why the MC office so strange. It wasn't like my expectation before. But truly and honestly I was great moment to spend with YOU, Grace, Ali, Riska, Ratih. Owww.. I knew your secret, that you think Ratih is cute. hahah... And I really miss you a lot. Thank's also for your email. It's beautiful and I'll foward it to my LC members that know you. For right now, I'm applying as MCP Indonesia, hope my contribution can give positive impact for AIESEC Indonesia. P.S: I attached our photo as Strategic Planning Meeting Team!

Hugs'


Aidy

----- Original Message ----
From: Adrian
To: adrianvg_56@yahoo.com.mx
Sent: Tuesday, January 2, 2007 2:27:36 PM
Subject: SELAMAT TAHUN BARU!!

Dear Indonesian Family;

After six months I left Indonesia , I am still missing the food, the traffic jam, the weather, everything and specially YOU!

My stay in Indonesia gave me a lot of experiences that thought me to be a better human being, to be a better sentient being with the facts around the world, to love to any person around the world and fight for achieving my dreams and to help the other to achieve their dreams. This year was amazing, a lot of challenges, successful activities, etc, I learned a lot, but all of this was because you was there, beside me. I never will forgot this year 2006.

From my heart:

“WITH THE BEST WISHES FOR A WONDERFUL, BRIGHT AND

PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR”

“HAPPY NEW YEAR”

“SELAMAT TAHUN BARU”

“FELIZ AÑO NUEVO”

Also, I want to share this letter of George Carlin (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_Carlin) which was written to his deceased wife.

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WHO WILL CARE

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but
shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more,
but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and
smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees
but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less
wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,
drive to fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up tired, read too
seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk
too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to
our life not life to our years. We've been all the way to the moon and
back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We
conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but
not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom,
but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but
accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more
computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but
we communicate less and less.

These are times of fast food and slow digestion, big men and small
character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are days of two
incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days
of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands,
overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to
kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in
the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a
time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going
to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because
that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the
only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will
not be there again.

Remember, to say, " I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but
most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes
from deep inside of you.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious
thoughts in your mind.

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments
that take our breath away.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER: IF YOU DON'T SHARE THIS WHO WILL CARE.

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Adrian Vargas

MCVP Finance 05-06

Indonesian - Mexican Friend

GARBAGE + Cheesy MOooVIE!!

How could you imagine I just took that I called "GARBAGE FOOD" when I watched cheesy romantic movie! Hahaha.. So great brief time to enjoy after spent a day to finish some duty as good citizen and good student. Anyway this "GARBAGE FOOD" originally called "BATAGOR KUAH" and very famous in my city but as you can see, it's less nutrion, not healthy, so HOT, and make your stomach ruin after few hours, hmm... but it's GOOD taste and I don't care just in that moment. I really want to eat it, I think now also... heheh..

Yeah about the movie it's not GOOD at all anyway and I pretty amaze with this KOREAN movie because it's happy ending but still CHEESY maybe because they are expert in SAD ENDING STORY but I guess they try to be expert in this part too. I examine THEY ARE NOT READY to make story with happy end. Huauah...

Yeah this moment at least can make me relax for a while after I lost my parking ticket and I just fined Rp.10.000 ($1.2) damn!

Yeah I just start to reflect what happened today, and I start to strict with my time again, but as always happened there was task that can be accomplished because external factors. I appriciate myself a lot TODAY!

When the POLICE
break the law...

I celebrate new year eve with david and Damy. We walked from my house until Dago... hmmm.. very very long trip (it's about 6 km) that we never plan it before, we called ourself as "firework hunter".

The first Idea is to find any performance or celebration on the street and we can't find any.. and we found many interesting things such as like THIS! THE POLICE just rode their car through one way street, MANNNN so crazy! and I just shot them with camera to make them feel guilty! hahaha...

And also we saw people hang around with their motorcycle and of course break the rules. They didn't use helmet and shouting like crazy!

Then we just walk walk walk until we can see many poor children slept on the pavement beside little celebration in Braga street. Hmm what an ironic thing happened in the new year eve.

We walk again until Dago, the center of crowd. Then we felt so exhausted with the journey and didn't know what we must do except found some drink and we entered circle-K in front of Dago plaza, just took several bootles and was waiting in the long que. hauhauuahuhau... so damn crazy because everybody bought beers and coffee. Damy and I argued each other why people bought beer and coffee in the same time and what will happened if you drink them in the same time.. But lately I realized there is cocktail with coffee flavour and it's good. hah.. in the end we just chat about what we want to do tommorow. Then I came home with public transport by myself at 2 am.

GREAT EXPERIENCE!
Explore again my city by walking since I've used car 5 years ago.

MY MEMORIES....

I just feel so stupid lately, why I never struggle for my friend that I liked a lot long time ago. Yeah I just passed it and now I just trying to look his photo again. Nothing left even the cell phone number. I lost it. haha...
I remember the last conversation with him it's about his love story and he was waiting also for other girl such a complicated relationship. Haaaa... I just know one thing in this year I should struggle for new relationship. That could be one of my resolution for this year. thx for my beloved friend Dave and Nur who always remind me about one more important point in this life since I didn't have any because mylife is too busy with matter of work and ambition. We met a lot (Dave, Nur, and Me) and we always talked about it without any action. Just planning, planning, and set high expectation. ahaha... hmm.. I should reflect what I talked other people that always planning without any action and I did it too in other main point of my life. Yeah I should start that, I should restart to find what we called LOVE.